This what I think. Problem?!

Baby wes and I at union square, San Francisco

Wesley augustine

He is super amazing! Such an amazing body, heart, and soul! I noticed last time when he invited me to mini golfing, he was shocked when he found out that i am not going to be back until the 15th. :( he literally dropped his golf club when he heard me say “the 15th”. I’m sorry baby wes! 5 days with out seeing you will be so hard. He is precious in a way that I want to be his friend forever and maybe a real lover someday :)

This guy is just the most fuckable guy out of everyone! He is really close to a perfect dude! Omg! I mean the looks are already a 9! The humor is 7, but the heart is a total 10! I think… I hope this guy becomes my guy in the future. Someday, he will ask me to be his girlfriend! Woot!

So is this his last words as a drunk? I do not even know

So is this his last words as a drunk? I do not even know

My very first ex boyfriend’s last words! Im not gonna talk to him in the next few months

My very first ex boyfriend’s last words! Im not gonna talk to him in the next few months

A woman who is in love will always forgive her lover and would choose to be stupid to accept her lover again. I had a good time babe. #royaLLove

I guess im just gonna be his fuck buddy now

Friends who makes everything under there wet. Yum! Thats sexy! No romantic things! Rules are rules!

He doesn’t want to have sex with me anymore

So i figured i dont really love him anymore either. I want to think that i was using him for sex and companion. Oh well, ill find my flesh dick soon. I’ll just have to wait and maybe use my new vibrator a lot. It is not the same as real ones but ill get use to it :) yummm #nymphmode

Sadness

Why do i keep being sad every time bay goes to san jose? I keep imagining him and ari together? Am i wrong for not trusting him? Am i wrong for feeling jealous? How do i keep myself together?